Monday, June 23, 2008

I suddenly remembered this song~

from the movie "I not Stupid 2" *its not my english that's bad but that the actual title*

it reminds me of my childhood~

well~

not much of a childhood anyway~

hurhur~

well~

here goes the song lyrics~

Song title-孤军作战
Artist-洪俊扬
Song-杨波
Lyrics-梁智强

我们肆无忌惮
我们成群结党
我们目无尊长
对什么事都不满
看著我们的成长
只会制造麻烦
我们就是一无是处看你又能怎样
我们don't give a damn
那看不起的眼光
我们什么都不是
我们什么都不管
我们之间为什么会
渐渐地没有语言
我们之间有道墙
学校老师束手无策
父母臭骂我们不会想
这个社会的标准已经超出了
我们这年纪的有限想象
只认定会读书
就一定是好孩子的榜样
别以为看不起我们
就告诉自己比人家强
有多少人关心我们
为何会走错迷失方向
又有谁会替我们想想
苹果为何会变烂
其实我们也曾努力
要争取所有人的称赞
扪心自问你们究竟
给了我们多少希望
泪水已经流干
前途也很渺茫
迷失的灵魂
我们应该怎么办
惩罚我们就是堂皇的协助成长
然后让我们一生绝望
有些人幸运天生没有战场
我们一出世就是自己孤军作战
站在十字路口的风雨中呐喊
不要让我们一生绝望

anybody can relate to it as i did?

_~.:: <3 †Misha- <3 Alex ::.~_
>> titledat 7:40:00 pm__

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Tuesday, June 10, 2008

finally a post~

blog background finally up~

changes in layout also~

in the meantime~

many things happened~

too much to say~

i don't know where to start~

i guess too much love is put in~

so much so that i'm scared~

yes~

i'm quite weak now~

both mentally and physically because of the procedure i'm supposed to be going thru later at the doctor's~

i'm feeling scared~

i'm feeling insecure~

i'm feeling sad~

i'm feeling stressed~

i feel like crying~

but i can't~

have to stay strong~

Bao bei darling can't be with me~

coz he's on course and he's in NS~

i just hope to see him soon~

i just want his hugs and kisses~

i miss him badly~

sorry i may sound wilful~

but i want him~

guess i'll have to wait till this weekend when he books out~

i just hope everything will turn out fine and go smoothly~

no more bumps and walls to climb~

haiz~

Bao Bei darling~

I love you~

I miss you~

I need you~

I want you~

I won't leave you~

unless...

u don't want me anymore...

haiz~

I'm a complete failure~

I'm a complete FOOL~

_~.:: <3 †Misha- <3 Alex ::.~_
>> titledat 1:28:00 am__

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